My boyfriend went to his parents. I'm glad he gets to spend time with his family. He needs it. But, it's been a year, and I'm not sure his parents know about me. Now most people are like that is ridiculous you need to get rid of him. Well my answer is no. For many reasons...
I feel like we know each other on a different level than most. We think a lot of the same things. We laugh at each others stupid jokes. He says I'm too sensitive sometimes, but everyone has their moments. In all he's a wonderful companion. I love being around him, he makes me feel safe, and loved in his own little way.
So I am happy he is spending time with his loved ones but I am jealous. Jealous that they get to be with him, and jealous that it's a whole side of him I don't know. And I'm not alone, I live with my family who loves me. But knowing he isn't at home or close by makes me feel a little empty. It makes me sad.
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